WINGS OF A BUTTERFLY

egocore co.

2006-09-18T17:49:00.000+08:00

in your presence my memories swallow me
moment for moment you throw me back
a new way, the same paths, old fears
I'm the tool of my demons,
they hide the depths of my soul, in darkness

romping stomping down the URBAN STREETS of CT HALL.

2006-09-13T19:42:00.000+08:00

helloPEOPLE!!

Ok i'll make this one short.

These are some of the pics of the gig held at the art house.It was FUN FUN FUN(eeee).Rock chics were everywhere.As usual we mosh,dance(hardcore dancing)and head-bang!*horn*

I hope you guys who are intrested could come to the next gig!

Ask me for details k?bye.

P.s:Just you and me by the bayside atching the sunset!

xXxHATEBREEDxXx

2006-08-25T19:09:00.000+08:00

A bunch of MOFOs.

SATAN'S NIGHT

2006-08-24T17:26:00.000+08:00

SATAN'S NIGHT", was formed From the Darkest pits Of Hell..... From The raging inferno where the lord Belial,Leviathan, Lucifer,Satan Rises.From the Pure Independence Of Satanic Rites Belial Shines From the Abyss Where DJINN Meets the dark side. To The shining light where lucifer was born shines the pure Grimness of PHANTOM. The Crowning of a New Creature that arises from the darkest depth of the oceans POCHONG.The great lord reborns a new satanic servant shines with the Sadistic looks of EUPHORIC and The Final Revolution of the true evil that speaks ENOCHIAN shines OBIASHIEK. Natra Obiashiek....... In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi De Excelsi.. The great darkness that shines throughtout the world North,South,East,West as described in the holy Pentagram.

THIS IS SOME SCARY BLACK METAL SHIT!! *HORN*

Friday clothing.

2006-08-22T19:36:00.001+08:00

SUPPORT FRIDAY CLOTH. @ www.myspace.com/fridaynightfever

AGRESSION PLEASE.

2006-08-21T12:57:00.000+08:00

Yeah beybeh WOBLE WOBLE!

The gig on Sat was DOPE(great,fun,cool,gerek).You cant breath in there.All kinds of underground metal bands perform.Shadows embrace,dark resurrection,someone murdered cupid,rhetorical theory,obscure phionix,dying potrait,indecisive minds,homicidal rage,mulsya,death defyer,xatarnite,sounds of saviors,odds of stella and some other bands i forgot their names.The gig was held at IJ studious at Paya lebar.yeah it was 2 bucks -_-

There were hardcore moshing(even girls there mosh),body surfing,underage drinking(oops)and subutex..i think.LOL.We came there around 12pm to do sound check but the gig start at 3pm till death.HAHA.But we went back the next morning,coz too drunk to go back.heh=.='Shhh dont tell anyone ok?

PLEASE COME TO NEXT GIG AT GASHAUS ON THE 27th AUGUST!!!COME COME.Tickets $10, not so cheap huh?

p/s.I LOVE raymond,aliff,ricky,sidd,wan punk and some other guys who came and got drunk together.Love you guys man!

man boobs

2006-08-16T15:11:00.000+08:00

Today was a FUGLY day.

Loserville here i come!

paper prostitute.

2006-08-15T13:48:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was fun.

Muhaimin came over to my place and we played need for speedMOST WANTED on my xbox for like 3 hrs.After that we felt bored and decide to go the void deck.We saw a bunch of BLACK newtoners dancing at the hall.Some of the ex-newtoners were there too.I think they were practicing for talentime or some shit.We decide to disturb their dance session.I sneak behind the pillar of the hall and shout some tamil vulgarities.Muhaimin threw a few plastics bottles at them.Its pathetic i know.Then we quickly ran as fast as we could,coz some of the boys were chasing us.One of them was SRI.yeah..SRI.I didnt know for what reason i did that.Its just that sometimes i just feel like doing whatever the fuck i like especially if it makes the other party hates me.yeah.

- destroy the public peace.

SOON HUA.

2006-08-14T19:33:00.000+08:00

Hi bitches!

Since when that girl got frienster?!And how can one learn about boys?fuck.Vans imitation.

Had math pp 1 just now.Damn soon hua.I blame myself for not studying.PFFT.

And oh yah,Ive change my skin,fuck it.

P.S:Any of you guys wanna go to SAM this friday?!

Friendly Pressure

2006-08-04T15:11:00.001+08:00

If there is one feeling which captures all the beautiful agony that is skateboarding, then it is this:

The feeling in your legs when you get a bit of a sit down after being out all day.

Think about it:

How good is that? You feel shot to bits, but a nice kind of shot to bits, like beaing beaten up by somebody who did'nt really mean it. Your tighs feel purple and powerless, somewhere under that jean a shin sings out as salt burns a forgotten nick, and you have to sit more on one cheek than the other.

Cup of tea and a bath? Splendid.

And then a back spasm sends you breakdancing across the living room.

Love it.

short stories and tragic endings.

2006-07-14T19:51:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

Part 1.
I have been bragging abt my school work lately.I cant bring myself to study.I feel so dumb right now.I know that "its all in the mind" phrase is CRAP.All i have been doing is sk8ing.

You guys must be tired abt me blogging abt skateboarding and shit.Well,it's bcoz i dunt have a life.Wait.My life revolve ard it.So be it.Arsyil said that the skate park at bukit batok belongs to bikers.SHEESH.He rides really bad too.Its a freaking SKATE park lah.Its abit sketchy,but they got sweet half pipes and grind box.Not forgetting the launch.You guys must be like huh?whats hafiz talking about.Well its CRAPPY.End of Part 1.

I feel darn weird for not blogging for a long time.

Part 2.

HAHA.Got 2 parts huh?!WOOOOOO!

I hate the girls in my class, they are such pussies otherwise know as whore.They let themselves to be touch by other boys.I know its non of my business but,have you no moral integrity? or that kind of shit!Say,say,say.Aniways my mum is celebrating her 40th bday on monday.Her prangai still havent berubah.LOL.And my sis is still a bitch!
I freaking hate her.End.

P.s:Im not going to prom night.=((.You girls enjoi urself.Party hard bebs!!

From autumn to ashes

2006-07-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

I <3 F.A.T.A.
Press the play button at the top left hand corner of the blog.

A7X

2006-07-01T11:15:00.000+08:00

i love the mosh scene at the end part of the vid.

enjoi.

Way Away

2006-06-26T19:05:00.000+08:00

I think I'm breaking out
I'm gonna leave you now
There's nothing for me here, it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here, I'm not afraid

//

Out of desperation(somebody's entry)winks

2006-06-23T02:41:00.000+08:00

It was world skating day yesterday.I didnt get to sk8,im so depressed.I want to get a sponsor by MiZ29!!.PFFFT like that's gonna happen.

I miss sk8ing firend,talking abt them..saw the chicky smile from ricky's face.Who is ricky?..He's the guy that aini had a crush on *winks*.Its been a long time we sk8.the good old days..haha pfft.My skills are as rusty as the tables at school.Stupid dumbfcuk.

Went out with aini ytd,wanted to eat at the shop at bugis but terlajak go marina square.That place is damn big,you can see everyone's face turn confuse.EVERYONE!But we had a BLAST! I hate the fact that my parents like aini better.PFFT..decent my balls lah!

p.s:eh plaza singapura! Go sport very the kotor..MiZ29 is better.HAHA.lolx!

eh i forgot,I have 0 friends at friendster.REALLY!!Tragic right?.Go check it out.

SHIT happens.

2006-06-06T12:30:00.000+08:00

CIRCA shoes are nice.*winks* *winks*

This past few days freaked me out.Hanging out wth a bunch of weird peeps.Its tragic.Watch xmen with aini on sunday.Angel useless nak mampos.But there was a fat lady that looked like mdm oen.She kept eating...and eating...and eating.Then suddenly she coughed like she choked on sumthing.That was funny.

Met they all et holland ytd.It was stress-relieving..we smoke and eat ice-cream.then ryan said sumthing random "Meet me at Sembawang,bring a bag of rice and a shaver".That was sum random shit.hey u guys..am i annoying? If YES please press 1,if No press 2,To end this msg please press the # key.thank you and goodbye.

P.S:It's time to get CIRCA!

SORRY for being nice.

2006-05-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

moshi moshi!!

Went to somerset to skate ytd.Met chad et miz29 bought me a new pair of wheels.After tt met all of them a there.Was'nt tt 'puas' wif sk8in ytd coz we had 2 sk8 for a short time.My tricks was abit sketchy but i was stoked abt it.Coz i landed a freaking 180.Was proud of myself.After that,we were bored and decided to scan for minahsBut was'nt sucessful.boohoo.Chad was bummed, the fact he does'nt has a sk8 shoes,but i borrowed him mine.sorry for being nice guy.His sk8 shoes were stolen.BUGGER!.He was pissed et me coz i told him to wear bata shoes to sk8.Prolly tt would'nt be stolen.LOL.Then i sms aini to come,but she was busy studying for her paper plus it was raining.Oh yah good luck in finding ur file.Today was a bummer had to stay all day to help cook roti jala.making them is not easy.Looking foward for tomorrow's crew's outing and meeting you guys there.Alright i got to pack for my trip to the middle of nowhere.BYE.

P.S:I'll stop being nice from now on.

EONS.

2006-05-24T20:15:00.000+08:00

HEYY PEEPS.

Ive not been updating since last year...want 2 know y.FUCK YOU LAH!
Aniwaez ill be updating from now on.=)).B/S kickfilp.

Dedicated to Sk8

2005-12-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

Always remember that being a true skater is not just playing boards anywhere and dressing up according to the trend of skaters.

You must always accept your mistakes and if you don't know anything about something NEVER pretend that you know something about it,because if you PRETEND and ACT someone your'e not people will hate you and treat you as an outcast or famously known as a POSER.

Always keep in mind never to step on your fellow skaters by saying false truths about them, for those false truths may degrade the personality of the true skater living and crawling in this piece of earth.

LONG LIVE THE TRUE SKATERS! WE ARE ONE AND WE WILL LIVE FOREVER! DOWN WITH THE POSERS

2005-12-08T20:43:00.000+08:00

HEY..wats up peeps...Good News!Haha got a free drink from starbucks....rasberry frapacinno..tt is all i drink frm starbucks...not a coffee drinker!..WTH is tt?!
Aniway...thinking of buying a new deck...my previous 1 is like tottaly LEMAU!!...Hell Yeah!
Plus its gonna break soon..Bad news!. I juz changed my phone, and it suck!...it is so hard 2 use d sms coz the buttons is damn small. WOAH i've been complaining abt my life lately and making a huge deal out of everything -_- .Maybe I'm having my period...LOL!.
Another thing, Kim is leaving for aussie on the 12th...SO SAD =( Aini, looks like she's nvr gonna know!. Missing her already!

Good by my little Kimberly!!

9 Things I Hate About Everyone

2005-12-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

9 Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time....

I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I
point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the
entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to
the T.V. and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat
it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of
course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've
found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick
their asses

5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No
Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn
floor.

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really
give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's
new, then there has never been
anything before it. If it's an
improvement, then there must have been something before it,
couldn't be new.

8. When people say "life is short". What the hell?? Life is the
longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's
longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the
bus come yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here,
dumbass?

2005-11-30T16:18:00.000+08:00

METAL/EMOCORE

Gnarly!

2005-11-28T13:50:00.000+08:00

HAHA...my new layout!...i know its LAME.But seriously i find dis pic effing Cool.

P.S:if you dont like it....WHO CARES!!!

2005-11-23T21:01:00.000+08:00

So am I still waiting For this world to stop hating Can't find a good reason Can't find hope to believe in

Drop dead A bullet to my head Your words are like a gun in hand You can't change the state of the nation We just need some motivation

These eyes Have seen no conviction Just lies and more contradiction So tell me what would you say I'd say it's time too late....

[Chorus:]So am I still waiting For this world to stop hating Can't find a good reason Can't find hope to believe in

Ignorance And understanding We're the first ones to jump in line Out of step for what we believe in But who's left to stop the bleeding

How far Will we take this It's not hard to see through the fakeness So tell me what would you say I'd say it's time too late

[Chorus]This can't last forever Time won't make things better I feel so alone Can't help myself And no one knows If this is worthless, tell me so

What have we done with a war that can't be won This can't be real Cause I don't know what to feel

[Chorus:]So am I still waiting For this world to stop hating Can't find a good reason Can't find hope to believe

So am I still waiting For this world to stop hating Can't find a good reason For this world to BELIEVE

2005-11-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

For what you did to me,And what I'll do to you,You get, what everyone else gets,You get a lifetime!

Let's go!

Do you remember that day when we met You told me this gets harder Well it did!
Been holding on forever,Promise me that when I'm gone you'll kill my enemies,The damage you've inflicted temporary woundsI'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole

We never got that far,This helps me to think all through the night Bright lights that, won't kill me now, or tell me how Just you and I, your starless eyes remain.

Hip Hip Hooray for me, you talk to me, but would you kill me in my sleep Lay still like the dead
From the razor to the rosary We could lose ourselves
And paint these walls in pitchfork red

I will avenge my ghost with every breath I takeI'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with meI'm taking back the life you stole

This hole that you put me in Wasn't deep enough And I'm climbing out right now You're running out of places to hide from me

When you go
Just know that I will remember youIf living was the hardest part
We'll then one day be togetherAnd in the end we'll fall apart
Just as the leaves changing colors
And then I will be with you I will be there one last time now

When you go
Just know that I will remember you

I lost my fear of falling
I will be with you
I will be with you

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2005-11-01T14:02:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO..I finnaly got my first wish!!..yerpz..xL3..wentta 2 orchard again ytd..meet my primary skool teacher..haha, i'm having fever for the last 3 days..i think i got dengue...LOL.Aniways i gotta end here..i know juz a short one ...oh well...buhbye!

nyahahaha.

2005-10-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

pain 4 pleasure.

I will unleash my shaft and force it into you,you will feel pleasureand pain, beyond anything you have ever felt.I will devour your soul, leaving you breathless and craving for more.NOW YOU ARE MINE!

ang moh so what?!

2005-10-25T21:05:00.000+08:00

haha..what a lame day today..uh huh!..aniwaes...met dan and ryan et Tanglin Mall..to settle some stuffs...after dat whenover to dan's condo et orchard...he so damn loaded..ANG MOH mah!. So while we were there, we played pool the whole day..after tt we when 2 mackenzie road 2 break our fast...yah they are oso muslim..after dinner ryan had 2 go 4 his class et british council..so me and dan when 2 plaza singapura to look 4 some stuffs...after tt it was around 8 sumthing..we all when home -_-'. And now here i am bloging!

P.S: thanx guys i had fun 2day!...NOT

hmm..

2005-10-22T22:32:00.001+08:00

Wahh so long nvr update..hehe...okok here goes...ytd was fun....i met up wif my kfc buds...it was around 5.30pm met them et clementi mrt...so wentta beach road to buke...hahaha we orderd $10 tulang...alot siak!..coz it was around 11 ppl..me,umi umairah,sheila,kak yati,kak yana,mai,ayu acit and aini ...there was alot of ppl buke-ing there also...after buke was about 7.45..so we all proceeded to gaylang..took the train from lavender to paya lebar...haha so we walk2...had 2 stop alot coz we met ppl tt we all knew....so damn irritating coz alot of ppl pushing...we all nvr shop there co too many ppl...i juz bought a t-shirt..coz me 12 bucks.Ok so jln punye jln it was around 10 sumthing.. at tt time we were all effing penat..so i had a cigratte....LOL..after tt we all when home...oh yah i saw some minah and mats in the mrt...they were so rude, making alot of noises and scolding vulgar language..I tottally hate them and gaylang...lucky this year is the last year -_-'.

P.S:I dun blame ppl who dislike gaylang!!

gerek siol.

2005-10-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

I'm sooo sleepy...haha y??...hmm maybe coz i when home et 3.30am tts why.City hall was GREAT!! reached there ard 11 pm...so quiet. So can sk8 wif peace...LOL!!...Gosh there were like 7 of us...me, 3 boys and 3 girls!!... yah my frens brought their girlfirends along...i'm the loner..SOBS SOBS!...aniway sk8 was fun until d cops came...it was around 1am..lucky we did not get caught...coz we saw them from far so we fled...HENG!!. At tt point we were thinking where 2 sk8...then d cops left after 15mins...so we started back...my fren was memotek(kissing and touching each other), i was so aroused..LOL!..then i shouted "Oi bulan puasa lah, buat maksiat pulak!!"..they continued..realli I was like WTF...arhh who cares lah!...then we taught we wanted 2 sahur et newton,so we did...taxi was so expensive..midnight charge...duhh!! Makan punye makan it was around 2.30am...et tt time i was so sleepy..i proposed 2 go back..my fren agreed. Reached home ard 3 sumthing...my maid juz woke up preparing 4 sahur...slept and woke up et 7 haha managed 2 wake up early dunno why..ok till here peeps OH YAH I HATE WANKERS!!

P.s: thinking where to go after this...TERAWIH...DUHH!!

girls.

2005-10-17T14:54:00.000+08:00

HUK HUK HUK....I wentta esplande ytd to sk8...it was so freakin awsome..i finally get to do FS boardslide and a 50-50..woohoo!...we all saw a group of harajuku girls hanging ard there...they so fucking pretty!...this year hari raya is going to be very sad....coz my godmother had pass away 3 months ago...so its gonna be very emotionall this yr -_-.
I like hari raya...but sum ppl thinks tt hari raya is getting routined...Oh well, every person has his/her own opinion.I have to get a JOB!!..realli, coz i'm a little behind wif money....but after quiting my job i realise i have alot of time to sk8...1st thing i gonna do wif my duit raya is to get a new sk8 shoe!....so who wanna go shopping wif me??!!HAHA..i cant wait 2 go City Hall later...4 wat??!..erh SK8!...duhhh...aniway see ya peeps 2morow!

P.S: SK8 AND GO DIE!!

YAY!!

2005-10-14T19:40:00.000+08:00

EXAMS are finally over?!...Watch laguna beach ytd...jason bastard sia!..I salute you man.
ARRRGGHHH i wanna skim et laguna beach so badly!...aniway juz got back from raffles to sk8.
Nvr been to that damn place b4..but it was soo Cool?!..I like the vert best.Met alot of sk8terz there...obviously better than me LOL....penat siol...lagi2 puasa.HAHA tokin about puasa...i met my mom et far east plaza...we buke there...I LOVE WANTON!!...than when to wisma...there i bought a GLOBE flip-flops et FLASH and SPLASH(Wisma)..ppl was staring et my deck(skateboard)...dunno y..but it feels kind of awkward...next outing to sk8 is....esplanade.yarh i know there got alot of erhh...u know who...but my fren told me their railing bar GEREK GILE!!
woookay until here lah...cya!

I <3 VOLCOM!

VON DUTCH!

2005-10-13T18:47:00.000+08:00

you peeps muz be wondering...wassup wif d title...is tt GAY a'fren' of aini...von.
i tagged aini's blog...sumhow von is not happy wif boys ard aini..like WTF?!!
I'm not even near aini...aini claims tt von dude is not her bf....yeah ryte!!
uban uban?! ...aniway i fluke or flunk watever lah...math pp2...ade org ckap nak pinjam calculator...tapi kan...haix takpelah dah over.

P.S:TAU TAKPE!

CHIAO SHIN CHIN

BITCH!!

2005-10-12T10:24:00.000+08:00

hah!
i'm at school com lab bloging..lol!...juz finish my eoa test chicken feet sia!
Aniwae tt bitch won lent me her calculator...so pelokek sumore she got 2 calculators...gile punya org! I need for 2morow's math pp2..haix...pandai2 carik ah! OH NO MISS TAN(the sub) IS COMMING

P.S:Hey any of you peeps got extra calculator??!

OVER AND OUT peeps.

WTH?!

2005-10-11T15:47:00.000+08:00

HAHA today is my second day of bloging...so excited...thanks to zah
today was math pp1....man thanx to makoto he let me copy his paper.. i know is
bad but WHO CARES?!!

see ya peeps!

JEEZ!!

2005-10-10T13:42:00.000+08:00

yay my new blog!!